f*ck equality

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it’s a complicated world we live in and with all the complex thought and mixed up mindset, we established different definitions for equality messed up in all our mixed up minds. But do you really think that the world needs EQUALITY that we think it is? Equality is a good concept but only till it is about positions and not about places. In any field of classification, if equality means assuming everybody as same is not fine it never was, We are humans and sorting out things is the concept that we developed and accepted over time. Make everybody same at one aspect and we will find other criteria to differentiate

Just think about the gender concept it is the most common debate going on for years. The two primary genders not subclassified, are debating over the messed up concept of equality. Over years we have been fighting, forcing and asking for one specific gender to act like another, be like another, have rights like another so that the both genders can be placed at a single place. But by doing this do you think that equality can be obtained?  by taking these steps, are we fighting in the right direction and by doing all these we will make everybody equal? Asking someone to be like another directly says that the another one’s better, so again are we really fighting for equality? It makes you kill your real self to be like another and obtain so-called equality.

 

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We have been taught that “don’t hit her because she’s a girl” , “Be nice to them because they are of different race” “we are all same” but that’s wrong, we should tell that ” don’t hit her if she doesn’t deserve to get hit because you are a human”, “be nice to all, not because everybody’s same, but because you should be same to everybody” saying everybody is same is never right .Whether it is gender, race or place we are not same we should stop teaching our kids that everybody is same because that’s wrong, we are not same. Instead, we should teach them that we are all different and there’s nothing wrong in that, it’s completely fine if anybody’s different from you. You and I we are not same not even biologically, not biologically therefore not physically nor mentally. We were born up in different situations, bought up in different conditions. Maybe my cons were your pros; places, where you lacked, were my advantages….maybe, hence I can’t demand to be at your place. I don’t want You and me to be at the same place but I want You and me to be at equal positions at our own different places. The definition that we have given to the world lacks somewhere, everybody in this shouldn’t be same but should have equal rights, equality and rights to choose and do whatever you want, equality of right to deny when asked to be like someone else and equality of bringing up equal efforts to make this world a better place.

Are you lost?

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Are you lost? you ramble around, away from the world, where have you been? you found yourself somewhere before? you travel the world looking for the piece of your soul, something to complete you, going to the places no one’s ever been, searching for the spot you never been, you lose yourself and find what you were meant to be. So, are you lost? if you are lost, where did you find yourself before?
You look up to the sky showering the love that you never got, you look at the roads giving you the money you never had, those stars to guide you home, some things you never get. You meet new entity, the new land that makes you think that you belong there, you meet new essence of the petrichor, you meet yourself, you find the part of you that you never knew was missing. So, are you lost? or you are just too much into the fake happiness that you created, living in the world that they created and searching for the place that doesn’t even exists.
Not all who wander are lost, not all who are lost wander, the reason why some of them never find their real self. You get so used to your mask that you forget what skin is beneath it, what you are beneath that skin and deeper. The fact is we are too afraid to take off our masks in front of the people we don’t know to get the thing we never wanted in the first place. So, if you take off the mask at some place, some point where only you know, no one cares who you really are, are you lost?
There comes a time when you need to get away with yourself and look up to your dreams that you always saw, choices that you always wanted to make, steps that you wanted to take but you are too afraid, too afraid to get lost, too afraid that you can’t even see what you really are and what you have become, too afraid to look back to yourself and feel sorry for the promises that you’ve broken, just because you were too afraid. You want to go to the places without foundations, no strings, no boundaries but you can’t because you are afraid to get lost, but have you found yourself in the first place?
The World is big, your dreams are bigger and your desire is the biggest, but you always keep your fear in front of all. What you gonna do when this all ends up, Going back again making all those fake promises while you were still waiting for that ‘someday’? someday that never comes and keeps you in the hallucinations that you will get what you want, you will receive what you deserve just wait for it, good things come to people who wait and that wait takes forever to let you meet yourself. So get lost without even knowing your destination, find yourself in the middle of the nowhere and in the middle of the nowhere you’ll find yourself and ask, are you really lost?

Bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 

Meri kahani zamane ko bata bewajah 
Ishq tha jung thi sb zahaz bhi to tha 

Fir di kyu ye saza bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 

Jbse khoya use kisi manzil ki khwaish nahi 

Fir kyu dhundhta hu uske nishan bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 

Usse baton ka koi bahana bhi to nahi 

Khojta kyu hai koi wajah khamakha bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 

Uske diye zakhmo pr hasna ab to adat hai meri 

Aa kar kabhi to rula bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 

Tu nahi to ab ibadat bhi nahi 

Kyu aya namazo main zikr tera bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 

Jis tarah gaya vo jhute fasane de kar 

Us tarah kabhi na jane ke liye aa bewajah

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 
Vo nahi chahat se koi wasta bhi nahi

Fir kyu chahta hu use bepanah bewajah

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 
Lamhe usne jo diye the wahi dastan thi meri

Kyu fohrata hai fir wahi falsafa bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 
Khudse pyar nahi usse nafrat ki wajah bhi nahi

Fir kyu rhta hai khafa khafa bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 

Things to relate – last goodbye 

One last time before I go I wanna let you know that If you’re reading it is too late, too late to save  love, no religion that could’ve save me so for one last time read my words because you won’t see them again just to tell you that

I’m sorry  that I troubled with you my obsession

I’m sorry that I couldn’t control my tears when I saw you with spending time with your friends and not with me instead

I’m sorry that I waited like a fucking moron when you didn’t replied my messages or calls and acted like a lunatic when I got a single sign of yours 

I’m sorry cause I know it will never be the same still I kept on trying

I’m sorry that I called you when I was dead drunk and you were the only one I remembered 

I’m sorry that I sent you  dozens of texts messages when I know you don’t care anymore 

I’m sorry that I wrote those lots of words for you when I was missing you so much that it nearly killed me 

I’m sorry because I keep running to you because you the only one I can call mine , though I know I’m not the one you care about 

I’m sorry that I hope that someday you’ll realize my pain and come back holding me stopping me from leaving 

I’m sorry that I saw my future with you growing old and then dying with you but it won’t happen again 

I’m sorry because I love you 

But I  won’t repeat  again it won’t happen from now you won’t find me drunk texting you in the middle of a night, you won’t read my words calling you back , 

My mom, she’s not gonna find my eyes red and worry, ain’t gonna pretend to believe that I wasnt crying those sleepless night . Dad’s ain’t gonna worry about why I’ve been writing up those sad stuff and try to smile when everyone’s around

It wont happen anymore no more avoidance of sad songs no more feeling a little heart break when my friends gonna call your name . No more losing my heart on your smile. I’ve been bad I know that and got what I deserve it’s not necessary for me to survive in every tale , sometimes that’s all it takes to be free and free you

Life isn’t a movie you don’t get what you wish for , love doesn’t conqueres all. Fear that is something stops you for getting something new…. fear of opportunities , fear of love , fear of letting someone go never let’s you overcome yourself. Yours

 love or whatever it was it still flashes scares me one that i fear of, it suffocates me you fucking hate me and I can’t change it. Sometimes it’s better to choke yourself then letting someone else do it for you. I waited ….a lot…I was on my knees and pleading , with the wrist bleeding but you don’t even listen so fuck it , it stops me from breathing . 

I hoped for you to get me to make everything right again but it’s too late , I got what was meant but please, I don’t deserve to be forgotten, it is the hope that kept me going no surety but I’m left with none but only one I want that dont forget me completely , think of me when I’m gone but dont if you don’t want to….. just be happy as you are , I know you won’t cry you already did a lot of it and i already did a lot of me . But just promise me that you will think of me every time you hear the word love , everytime you look up.in the sky , everytime you see my name, my word. I gave you all just take my words along the last one I wanna give it to you, they will be there for you with you in the places and situation I could never be , they will always be there for you I won’t . So until I can bear this place I will love you 

Soul sister

Hey soul sister, do you take my words, I will evermore be there for you better or worse

hey soul sister it’s just the start just wait for verse, whatever happens, im gonna put you first

and if you want me, I’m gonna write those songs for you

doesn’t matters if it takes so long for you

I will be waiting there with the love so strong for you

I’m gonna make it right whatever is wrong with you

But if you ever ask me please how I’ll be doing this. Hey, I’m gonna say

like I told you I will hold you

through the darkness and light so bright that you can’t even see

through the good and the bad and the ugly

 

Hey soul sister, don’t you worry about fights , to guide you home I will be your light

, hey soul sister, dont be afraid of the heights , take my hand  I will make it all right

and if you want me I’m gonna kiss away your pain for you

be your sunshine in the rain for you

doing it to-and-fro all again for you

all my life gonna do same for you

But if you ever ask me please how I’ll be doing this. Hey, i’m gonna say

like i told you from the start, I’ll never set you apart

and be the one, whatever you want me to be

through the good and the bad and the ugly

 

Hey soul sister, I will travel a thousand mile, do everything just to see you smile

hey soul sister, even if you call me a rile, I’ll catch your sadness within

and if you want me I’m gonna

walk through the fire for you

do everything to achieve every desire for you

If you feel low gonna take the world higher for you

make pure every aspire for you

But if you ever ask me, please how I’ll be doing this. Hey, i’m gonna say

till the horizon i will be your poison

till the time and after you and me

through the good and the bad and the ugly 

Things to relate – just friends

Maybe, it’s a crazy word beside it gives you hope it tears down your feel to fall for someone to be happy for small little moments it gives you a reason to love but it takes away your reason to find love.

Maybe you love me maybe you just fake, maybe be we are made for each other, maybe we are solicited to do this forever. One day you use to care one day you don’t, one day I feel like you feel for me too, one day it’s just some worthless little flirting. We live in the world of uncertainties maybe it’s arduous to fall in love maybe it’s the slightest thing but it sucks when you love someone who doesn’t love you back. We are friends, maybe the best ones, but friends. Maybe it’s crazy how I person I didn’t know some times back suddenly tops my chat lists every time, maybe that never happens

Maybe you don’t feel to me like the way I do, Maybe you feel the same but for someone else.Maybe if I wait, or I say you, you’ll prefer me , but again I want to become a priority in your life, not a choice. Maybe should say it to you so it does not get too late, but maybe it’s too early, but what happens if the right time never comes. Maybe this gonna take forever. Those words I never wrote for you, those feel I never shared are broken down on me scrawled all over my heart my poetry …poetry I never wrote sometimes it’s too late. Stuck in my own chaos I always saw a light of hope when I close my eyes, I see you. Do you know how it feels to have a person who can wait for you like forever, who’s gonna be there for you no matter what, who can go through anything just to see a little chance to be with you? even if you do, do you see me there, but it’s fine my feel for you is not a question I don’t look for an answer just a hope that someday you’ll know, someday you’ll see, what you really mean to me.

It’s a messed up life we live in those crazy moments where you don’t know what’s life gonna get you. Maybe you’ll never feel for me, maybe at a certain point you’ll do maybe unknowingly, maybe together, maybe at a sided, maybe forever, maybe temporary, maybe fake,maybe true….maybe too late. Maybe, it’s not a word as crazy as it seems it gives you the possibility, and there’s possibility that keeps us going not the guarantee