Are you lost?

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Are you lost? you ramble around, away from the world, where have you been? you found yourself somewhere before? you travel the world looking for the piece of your soul, something to complete you, going to the places no one’s ever been, searching for the spot you never been, you lose yourself and find what you were meant to be. So, are you lost? if you are lost, where did you find yourself before?
You look up to the sky showering the love that you never got, you look at the roads giving you the money you never had, those stars to guide you home, some things you never get. You meet new entity, the new land that makes you think that you belong there, you meet new essence of the petrichor, you meet yourself, you find the part of you that you never knew was missing. So, are you lost? or you are just too much into the fake happiness that you created, living in the world that they created and searching for the place that doesn’t even exists.
Not all who wander are lost, not all who are lost wander, the reason why some of them never find their real self. You get so used to your mask that you forget what skin is beneath it, what you are beneath that skin and deeper. The fact is we are too afraid to take off our masks in front of the people we don’t know to get the thing we never wanted in the first place. So, if you take off the mask at some place, some point where only you know, no one cares who you really are, are you lost?
There comes a time when you need to get away with yourself and look up to your dreams that you always saw, choices that you always wanted to make, steps that you wanted to take but you are too afraid, too afraid to get lost, too afraid that you can’t even see what you really are and what you have become, too afraid to look back to yourself and feel sorry for the promises that you’ve broken, just because you were too afraid. You want to go to the places without foundations, no strings, no boundaries but you can’t because you are afraid to get lost, but have you found yourself in the first place?
The World is big, your dreams are bigger and your desire is the biggest, but you always keep your fear in front of all. What you gonna do when this all ends up, Going backĀ again making all those fake promises while you were still waiting for that ‘someday’? someday that never comes and keeps you in the hallucinations that you will get what you want, you will receive what you deserve just wait for it, good things come to people who wait and that wait takes forever to let you meet yourself. So get lost without even knowing your destination, find yourself in the middle of the nowhere and in the middle of the nowhere you’ll find yourself and ask, are you really lost?

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