darkness and the lights and the stars

when you’re stuck in the ocean and pop up the question
who’s gonna take you out of the misery
when you just wanna see on, I promise I’ll be one
and be everything you want me to be
take it out what you thinking and it keeps you blinking
and lost in your own mystery
when you feel you are sinking and you mess up the linking
I’ll make you believe in chivalry
and I’m gonna be your heal and be your zeal
bring your emotion if you just can’t feel
like I told you I will hold you, and take you away from where you are
through the darkness and the lights and the stars

when you afraid of the heights and you can’t take the flight
you know I’ll take you higher
when you search for the light, I will make it all right
I promise I will fill desire
when your nights full of pain, your days of the same
and you are trapped inside some wires
when you burning in the pain when you wait for the rain
I will walk you through flames and fire
see you can count on me, I’ll make you go free
just tell me the lock I will bring you the key
like I told you I will hold you, in the peace and
also when your mind is in a war
through the darkness and the lights and the stars

when it’s not as per the fate and you lost all you had
I will do everything that it takes
sorry if don’t be that great, not as per I said
I will learn from my mistakes
if I screwed up the feel and broke up the keel
I will search again I will go back
ok here’s the deal, I promise I’ll be real
take my words I will never fake
so take your time, find your name in my rhyme
I will be there for you like always I’m
like I told you I will hold you, to fill your dream
and even when they are too bizarre
through the darkness and the lights and the stars

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Where is your god?

By crying you do not avoid any misfortune, you have cried to all gods in the world, has misery ceased? You cry to 60 million gods and still die like dogs. Where are these gods? The gods come to help you when you have succeeded. So what is the use? Die game…….this selling you to your own mind does not benefit
Where is your god? So, this God thing is little intricate. But what matters most is your trust, your belief. God lives on your existence if you believe he exists he exists, if you don’t he was never there. you see it is fine to say he exists because of you, so think again who is the reason for your existence, if he is the reason for your existence, who’s responsible for his? Who is the creator? If you believe that he made you, you made him parallel. But where he was before your belief and your faith and where he will be if you didn’t have that thing called belief. So, where is your god?
What if you look up to your God and say he is your creator? What if he looks down on you and says the same? Apparently, God feeds on your faith and lives in your mind, so again the question arises where he was before you? Did he exist before your existence? If he did, were you there or you believe the stories told by the people who themselves believe the stories? If he didn’t, so where is the start? Where is your god?
You believe the era you haven’t seen, listen to something that other humans like you think that you should believe, but what is your faith where is your god? It’s always a war between myths and mythologies, denial and acceptance, good and bad, lies and truth, regions and races. But whatsoever ‘you’ believe is the truth or at least it’s your truth. A lot of gods and a lot of followers but only your god is right. Then why you need divisions for ? for what you need religion for? It’s all game of volume and one with the most followers win.
many of the sects believe that in order to preach good thing which may be beneficial to many, there is no harm in telling an untruth if that helps such preaching, or in other words, the end justifies the means
You pray you beg, you try every stage of the bargain so that you get yourself what you need so that you don’t have to do that what it is needed to get yourself what you need. Often in life we go through laziness and cowardice we give up the battle and try to hypnotize our minds into the belief that we are brave, but does that helps? Does your god come? So where is he, where is your god? You see, you beg in front of God to give you strength, but you always have it, you just fail to notice it. So god is just a made up glass that makes you see the thing you don’t see and to fool yourself that there is someone who got you your strength that you were missing without noticing that someone’s you, it’s always you.

Remember when you were a kid you heard a story about a thirsty crow who found a bottle with the water but the water in the bottle was too shallow for him to reach so he collected the pebbles and put them in the bottle to get the water up. In this scenario consider yourself as the crow, the bottle is your mind, the water is the god trapped inside and the pebbles are your strength. You see pebbles were always there but you never notice them until you actually need them, your thirst makes to seek for the god inside your mind and to get that god, you bring up your strength. So it goes like your thirst or your need makes you seek your God and your god makes you see your strength; you pray so that you can collect your strength that was always their but scattered, to fill your appetite. But it wasn’t water that made that crow bring up the pebbles, it was his thirst. God is just a thing in between your thirst and your strength; he just helps you to bring up what’s already yours. water was always there, and will be again after you’re gone, so do your really need water to collect pebbles? God will always be there, maybe he was before you, maybe he will be after everything is over and so will your strength. So is it your strength, your thirst, your soul, your need, your ghost, your phantom, who is your God? Where is your God? Overall god is a matter and as the matter of fact you are your god.

Bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 

Meri kahani zamane ko bata bewajah 
Ishq tha jung thi sb zahaz bhi to tha 

Fir di kyu ye saza bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 

Jbse khoya use kisi manzil ki khwaish nahi 

Fir kyu dhundhta hu uske nishan bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 

Usse baton ka koi bahana bhi to nahi 

Khojta kyu hai koi wajah khamakha bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 

Uske diye zakhmo pr hasna ab to adat hai meri 

Aa kar kabhi to rula bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 

Tu nahi to ab ibadat bhi nahi 

Kyu aya namazo main zikr tera bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 

Jis tarah gaya vo jhute fasane de kar 

Us tarah kabhi na jane ke liye aa bewajah

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 
Vo nahi chahat se koi wasta bhi nahi

Fir kyu chahta hu use bepanah bewajah

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 
Lamhe usne jo diye the wahi dastan thi meri

Kyu fohrata hai fir wahi falsafa bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 
Khudse pyar nahi usse nafrat ki wajah bhi nahi

Fir kyu rhta hai khafa khafa bewajah 

Aye khuda kabi to nazre mila bewajah 

Things to relate – just friends

Maybe, it’s a crazy word beside it gives you hope it tears down your feel to fall for someone to be happy for small little moments it gives you a reason to love but it takes away your reason to find love.

Maybe you love me maybe you just fake, maybe be we are made for each other, maybe we are solicited to do this forever. One day you use to care one day you don’t, one day I feel like you feel for me too, one day it’s just some worthless little flirting. We live in the world of uncertainties maybe it’s arduous to fall in love maybe it’s the slightest thing but it sucks when you love someone who doesn’t love you back. We are friends, maybe the best ones, but friends. Maybe it’s crazy how I person I didn’t know some times back suddenly tops my chat lists every time, maybe that never happens

Maybe you don’t feel to me like the way I do, Maybe you feel the same but for someone else.Maybe if I wait, or I say you, you’ll prefer me , but again I want to become a priority in your life, not a choice. Maybe should say it to you so it does not get too late, but maybe it’s too early, but what happens if the right time never comes. Maybe this gonna take forever. Those words I never wrote for you, those feel I never shared are broken down on me scrawled all over my heart my poetry …poetry I never wrote sometimes it’s too late. Stuck in my own chaos I always saw a light of hope when I close my eyes, I see you. Do you know how it feels to have a person who can wait for you like forever, who’s gonna be there for you no matter what, who can go through anything just to see a little chance to be with you? even if you do, do you see me there, but it’s fine my feel for you is not a question I don’t look for an answer just a hope that someday you’ll know, someday you’ll see, what you really mean to me.

It’s a messed up life we live in those crazy moments where you don’t know what’s life gonna get you. Maybe you’ll never feel for me, maybe at a certain point you’ll do maybe unknowingly, maybe together, maybe at a sided, maybe forever, maybe temporary, maybe fake,maybe true….maybe too late. Maybe, it’s not a word as crazy as it seems it gives you the possibility, and there’s possibility that keeps us going not the guarantee

Things to relate- Friends

It’s not been a long time that I got in my heart
I remember the first time I saw you, you were lost in thoughts and I was lost in you…. You didn’t know me neither did I, you showed me who am I
I remember your face down on the floor, closing your eyes and I can’t look anymore. I don’t know how a glance of you got you in my veins through my eyes.
I remember the fear of sending you the request in the hope get me, make a place in your life if you let me. That fear, first text and smiling like a lunatic on the replies were so true to take my words , feel how I feel for you…..
I never waited for anything as much as I wait for the new picture of yours and reading and getting jealous of comments of other guys, I was never the same.
I hope you get the words I say, we talk on the phone night till the day you take my breathe away

I‘ve been thinking bout you lately I’ve been a Lil bit psycho Your words they come and get me thinking wherever I go Making cute little thoughts and dreaming of a better tomorrow Take my words I will kiss your stitch and take away your sorrows And every night when you close your eyes, i will make it sure you realise  You are one running back to those few year I never been perfect like I said you, how could I’ve ever been perfect just the reason I never had you Aint nothing got stuck in my head but you keep me smear coz I let you But girl I knew you like a love book a sweet description like I read you

In a nutshell , oh well i can’t say all I want you to stay, whatever I can’t say I write it in my rhyme, but not every time , sometimes it’s so much left to say, if every simple word I wrote for you takes your heart away, I write a song, it won’t take long, don’t ask why just try, to find your name , it’s always the one and same, it’s you in every way,
But its fine take a sign, I don’t wanna stay  this and won’t make you mine,
So pretend we are a couple, together in our time, taking all the trouble, is subtle.
But I know someday, I’ll find a way to say so we can be forever like two birds that flock together till the end
Till then I’ll chain myself to a friend

Things to relate- crush

love is easy, falling in love is easier, crush is the easiest. Having a crush takes you to back in the childhood where you feel about even small stuff.

It’s absurd how a single person changes your life in a flash and gives you the reason to wake up every day. No commitments no names for the feel, no promises but you still feel like giving up the world for them, Getting up in the morning checking lots of different applications for the same profile takes you out the misery of the chaos and the loneliness.
Sitting in a coffee shop She was losing her mind over her loneliness . Asking the reason of wandering alone on empty streets . She asked herself the time she’ll finally be free in somebody’s arms swiftly she heard him sigh . Eyeing his face .they were looking at each other’s eyes , that ten second Gawk gave them – a thinking for night long and a poison for life long. those two cups of coffee, that two table, those two hearts, and one feel gave them dreams for nights and hope for days.

A smile of her gave him the essence of his days checking out her photographs, her eyes that shined bright in the light got his heart pounded little faster than it used to be. Reading out her comments and synergy from the guys made him feel little skeptical the feel that he never had.

She started accepting that the love and fate walked in from the same door, those long nights and longer chats attached the pieces of her shattered heart in past that she don’t even retrieve. It wasn’t like, that he was most important person in the world its just she didn’t care if he wasn’t, he became important to her in her own tiny world

The fact is it’s never easy, everything’s hard ,moving on is hard, falling is harder getting damaged is more, everybody’s gonna hurt you if you fall you just have to find out who’s gonna pick you when you fall and who’ll never let you down

those two cups of coffee, that two table, those two hearts, and one feel gave them dreams for nights and hope for days.

love is easy, falling in love is easier, crush is the easiest

Weed for the dreams

taking these two pills, my pupils – expanded. my true feels are grounded

new feels are founded . some few feels are wounded

so view feels , surrounded . some too feels are, bounded

so roll it , lick it, hold it, make a fold, dude . Are you stoned don’t you recall what I told, dude

don’t let it spread just hold, dude. Do it quick don’t growl dude , you old dude

forget, I’m overlooking the old one gonna take a new pain, something to bring me back to sane, whatever you heard can be true man, I feel like I’m drenched its COCAIN, not rain, I’m insane

So smack it, don’t heck, take it ,don’t fake it. It’s gonna be crazier streams

Take a weed for the dreams

 

I was never a type of kid who kept running away  to get the light, although messed up eternally chased up in the fight,

can’t choose between when I’m fucked up I know I’m broken up and what’s its height. just used to wake up in the faith that it will go away and it will be all right

so take my shoe go take a walk you won’t get it what hurts so bad, if you can see, it’s a riot inside from my words and what I said , it’s a fire burning I keep on turning from what I have and what I had, even if I was sitting and seeing myself bleed still I won’t be sad

so take a hand lets pretend life isn’t full of fear, we ain’t tied up in emotions at the end of a tear, whatever you’ve done you’ll get all here, it takes the whole life to die nothing is near

let’s pretend whatever they say is true, you control yourself, your owner is you, you get whatever you love it’s your virtue, it’s funny, let the time come when you have no money, you are not only the new .

so lastly I was trapped in a dome, I was leaving my home, told my dad that I’m grown, I will live all alone, ill go smoke some weed and get stoned, don’t you worry mom I’ll give you a phone, my girl I won’t let you mourn

but the web of lies I told won’t let me be, it won’t let me see, so clearly, smacking one shot isn’t my only USP. Some crazier streams

A weed for the dreams

 

If you guess you know my story, that ruin wild and hoary, no wait I wanna seek my glory, it won’t make me sorry , don’t you worry

they say everyone’s beautiful, but fuck off ‘truth’, you ain’t. what you want from me, to be a saint? no, I’m a sinner maybe for a past I won’t lose I’m a winner, in the course, sand is thinner, but wait to serve me revenge in the dinner.

so put a needle above my elbow it’s my dosage, it’s a gross age, no ways is high on the life, its poison, from the sky to the horizon, causes wrath, more than a meth, but the aftermath, give me a reason, so I can face it alone, all my name on the tears, when  I’m gone

it’s gonna take some time to realign, one day it’s gonna be fine, away from these crazy streams

a weed for the dreams