वो है

मैं आग हूँ और आब वो है
बरसात मैं शादाब वो है
वो बस सी जाती है ज़ेहन मैं कभी
मैं नींद हु ओर ख्वाब वो है

लहर हो जैसे नीदिया की मैं हवा से उसमें चलता हूं
वो किनारो से गर बिछाडती है मैं रेत से उसमे मिलता हूँ

मैं आसमान हु परवाज़ वो है
मैं गर नज़्म सा तो साज़ वो है
वो ग़ज़ल से मुझको पढ़ती है
मैं लफ्ज़ हु आवाज़ वो है

मुख़्तसर सी बात पर मैं खिंचा खिंचा से जाता हूं
वो रात है कोई सर्दी की मैं उसे बिता बिता से जाता हूं

नदी सा मैं ओर साहिल वो है
मैं हल हु उसका मुश्किल वो है
मैं रास्ता हु अगर वो राह है
मैं मसफ़त ओर मंज़िल वो है

वो नमाज़ है मेरी सुबह की मैं अदा से उसको करता हु
वो आयात मेरी नवाज़िश की मैं श्लोक से उसको पढता हु

मैं सवाल हु और इजाज़त वो है
मैं इश्क़ हु ओर चाहत वो है
वो अज़ान सी सूफी है
मैं जो झुकूं तो इबादत वो है

वो उर्दू मेरी काफिये सी मैं शेर से उसको लिखता हूं
वो कोरे कागज़ सी गर पाक है मैं स्याही से उसमे दिखता हु

मैं इख्लास हु तो हयात वो है
मैं बात हु जस्बात वो है
चाह है कोई गर खुदा की
ज़रिया मैं मियाद वो है

वो दराखत सी रहती है वही मैं परिंदे से उसे तलाशता हु
वो किस्से से मुझको कहती है उसके लम्हो की दास्तान हु

ईमान मैं हु तो फ़र्ज़ वो है
मैं आज़ाद से ओर कर्ज़ वो है
घुल सी जाती है शराबों सी
मैं जीस्त हु ओर तर्ज़ वो है

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darkness and the lights and the stars

when you’re stuck in the ocean and pop up the question
who’s gonna take you out of the misery
when you just wanna see on, I promise I’ll be one
and be everything you want me to be
take it out what you thinking and it keeps you blinking
and lost in your own mystery
when you feel you are sinking and you mess up the linking
I’ll make you believe in chivalry
and I’m gonna be your heal and be your zeal
bring your emotion if you just can’t feel
like I told you I will hold you, and take you away from where you are
through the darkness and the lights and the stars

when you afraid of the heights and you can’t take the flight
you know I’ll take you higher
when you search for the light, I will make it all right
I promise I will fill desire
when your nights full of pain, your days of the same
and you are trapped inside some wires
when you burning in the pain when you wait for the rain
I will walk you through flames and fire
see you can count on me, I’ll make you go free
just tell me the lock I will bring you the key
like I told you I will hold you, in the peace and
also when your mind is in a war
through the darkness and the lights and the stars

when it’s not as per the fate and you lost all you had
I will do everything that it takes
sorry if don’t be that great, not as per I said
I will learn from my mistakes
if I screwed up the feel and broke up the keel
I will search again I will go back
ok here’s the deal, I promise I’ll be real
take my words I will never fake
so take your time, find your name in my rhyme
I will be there for you like always I’m
like I told you I will hold you, to fill your dream
and even when they are too bizarre
through the darkness and the lights and the stars

Where is your god?

By crying you do not avoid any misfortune, you have cried to all gods in the world, has misery ceased? You cry to 60 million gods and still die like dogs. Where are these gods? The gods come to help you when you have succeeded. So what is the use? Die game…….this selling you to your own mind does not benefit
Where is your god? So, this God thing is little intricate. But what matters most is your trust, your belief. God lives on your existence if you believe he exists he exists, if you don’t he was never there. you see it is fine to say he exists because of you, so think again who is the reason for your existence, if he is the reason for your existence, who’s responsible for his? Who is the creator? If you believe that he made you, you made him parallel. But where he was before your belief and your faith and where he will be if you didn’t have that thing called belief. So, where is your god?
What if you look up to your God and say he is your creator? What if he looks down on you and says the same? Apparently, God feeds on your faith and lives in your mind, so again the question arises where he was before you? Did he exist before your existence? If he did, were you there or you believe the stories told by the people who themselves believe the stories? If he didn’t, so where is the start? Where is your god?
You believe the era you haven’t seen, listen to something that other humans like you think that you should believe, but what is your faith where is your god? It’s always a war between myths and mythologies, denial and acceptance, good and bad, lies and truth, regions and races. But whatsoever ‘you’ believe is the truth or at least it’s your truth. A lot of gods and a lot of followers but only your god is right. Then why you need divisions for ? for what you need religion for? It’s all game of volume and one with the most followers win.
many of the sects believe that in order to preach good thing which may be beneficial to many, there is no harm in telling an untruth if that helps such preaching, or in other words, the end justifies the means
You pray you beg, you try every stage of the bargain so that you get yourself what you need so that you don’t have to do that what it is needed to get yourself what you need. Often in life we go through laziness and cowardice we give up the battle and try to hypnotize our minds into the belief that we are brave, but does that helps? Does your god come? So where is he, where is your god? You see, you beg in front of God to give you strength, but you always have it, you just fail to notice it. So god is just a made up glass that makes you see the thing you don’t see and to fool yourself that there is someone who got you your strength that you were missing without noticing that someone’s you, it’s always you.

Remember when you were a kid you heard a story about a thirsty crow who found a bottle with the water but the water in the bottle was too shallow for him to reach so he collected the pebbles and put them in the bottle to get the water up. In this scenario consider yourself as the crow, the bottle is your mind, the water is the god trapped inside and the pebbles are your strength. You see pebbles were always there but you never notice them until you actually need them, your thirst makes to seek for the god inside your mind and to get that god, you bring up your strength. So it goes like your thirst or your need makes you seek your God and your god makes you see your strength; you pray so that you can collect your strength that was always their but scattered, to fill your appetite. But it wasn’t water that made that crow bring up the pebbles, it was his thirst. God is just a thing in between your thirst and your strength; he just helps you to bring up what’s already yours. water was always there, and will be again after you’re gone, so do your really need water to collect pebbles? God will always be there, maybe he was before you, maybe he will be after everything is over and so will your strength. So is it your strength, your thirst, your soul, your need, your ghost, your phantom, who is your God? Where is your God? Overall god is a matter and as the matter of fact you are your god.

Soul sister

Hey soul sister, do you take my words, I will evermore be there for you better or worse

hey soul sister it’s just the start just wait for verse, whatever happens, im gonna put you first

and if you want me, I’m gonna write those songs for you

doesn’t matters if it takes so long for you

I will be waiting there with the love so strong for you

I’m gonna make it right whatever is wrong with you

But if you ever ask me please how I’ll be doing this. Hey, I’m gonna say

like I told you I will hold you

through the darkness and light so bright that you can’t even see

through the good and the bad and the ugly

 

Hey soul sister, don’t you worry about fights , to guide you home I will be your light

, hey soul sister, dont be afraid of the heights , take my hand  I will make it all right

and if you want me I’m gonna kiss away your pain for you

be your sunshine in the rain for you

doing it to-and-fro all again for you

all my life gonna do same for you

But if you ever ask me please how I’ll be doing this. Hey, i’m gonna say

like i told you from the start, I’ll never set you apart

and be the one, whatever you want me to be

through the good and the bad and the ugly

 

Hey soul sister, I will travel a thousand mile, do everything just to see you smile

hey soul sister, even if you call me a rile, I’ll catch your sadness within

and if you want me I’m gonna

walk through the fire for you

do everything to achieve every desire for you

If you feel low gonna take the world higher for you

make pure every aspire for you

But if you ever ask me, please how I’ll be doing this. Hey, i’m gonna say

till the horizon i will be your poison

till the time and after you and me

through the good and the bad and the ugly 

Things to relate- Friends

It’s not been a long time that I got in my heart
I remember the first time I saw you, you were lost in thoughts and I was lost in you…. You didn’t know me neither did I, you showed me who am I
I remember your face down on the floor, closing your eyes and I can’t look anymore. I don’t know how a glance of you got you in my veins through my eyes.
I remember the fear of sending you the request in the hope get me, make a place in your life if you let me. That fear, first text and smiling like a lunatic on the replies were so true to take my words , feel how I feel for you…..
I never waited for anything as much as I wait for the new picture of yours and reading and getting jealous of comments of other guys, I was never the same.
I hope you get the words I say, we talk on the phone night till the day you take my breathe away

I‘ve been thinking bout you lately I’ve been a Lil bit psycho Your words they come and get me thinking wherever I go Making cute little thoughts and dreaming of a better tomorrow Take my words I will kiss your stitch and take away your sorrows And every night when you close your eyes, i will make it sure you realise  You are one running back to those few year I never been perfect like I said you, how could I’ve ever been perfect just the reason I never had you Aint nothing got stuck in my head but you keep me smear coz I let you But girl I knew you like a love book a sweet description like I read you

In a nutshell , oh well i can’t say all I want you to stay, whatever I can’t say I write it in my rhyme, but not every time , sometimes it’s so much left to say, if every simple word I wrote for you takes your heart away, I write a song, it won’t take long, don’t ask why just try, to find your name , it’s always the one and same, it’s you in every way,
But its fine take a sign, I don’t wanna stay  this and won’t make you mine,
So pretend we are a couple, together in our time, taking all the trouble, is subtle.
But I know someday, I’ll find a way to say so we can be forever like two birds that flock together till the end
Till then I’ll chain myself to a friend

Things to relate- crush

love is easy, falling in love is easier, crush is the easiest. Having a crush takes you to back in the childhood where you feel about even small stuff.

It’s absurd how a single person changes your life in a flash and gives you the reason to wake up every day. No commitments no names for the feel, no promises but you still feel like giving up the world for them, Getting up in the morning checking lots of different applications for the same profile takes you out the misery of the chaos and the loneliness.
Sitting in a coffee shop She was losing her mind over her loneliness . Asking the reason of wandering alone on empty streets . She asked herself the time she’ll finally be free in somebody’s arms swiftly she heard him sigh . Eyeing his face .they were looking at each other’s eyes , that ten second Gawk gave them – a thinking for night long and a poison for life long. those two cups of coffee, that two table, those two hearts, and one feel gave them dreams for nights and hope for days.

A smile of her gave him the essence of his days checking out her photographs, her eyes that shined bright in the light got his heart pounded little faster than it used to be. Reading out her comments and synergy from the guys made him feel little skeptical the feel that he never had.

She started accepting that the love and fate walked in from the same door, those long nights and longer chats attached the pieces of her shattered heart in past that she don’t even retrieve. It wasn’t like, that he was most important person in the world its just she didn’t care if he wasn’t, he became important to her in her own tiny world

The fact is it’s never easy, everything’s hard ,moving on is hard, falling is harder getting damaged is more, everybody’s gonna hurt you if you fall you just have to find out who’s gonna pick you when you fall and who’ll never let you down

those two cups of coffee, that two table, those two hearts, and one feel gave them dreams for nights and hope for days.

love is easy, falling in love is easier, crush is the easiest

its crazy

its crazy how a person comes to your life and makes you discern that  how hollow can be your life be without a single person its crazy how you used to wish about never getting apart and as the life happens you hope that you could’ve said how you feel, at least once

its crazy, love is crazier, the breakup is even crazier than it seems worst when your relation had no name

one day she used to care, one day she professed she was afraid and he was constantly searching for the cause. it’s crazy that the one person he used to talk night till the morning  one day suddenly  moves on and only time crossed his mind was before he used to sleep those cuddles, those laughs those words that used to bring the best out of him, those cute little fights that made her quiver because of his care, one day tacked out to be the thing that made her cold.

she never recaptured believing just to move away, he was stopping her from leaving she didn’t even oh heck she wasn’t going to listen anyway. He begged holding her name because holding her hand never seemed right “last time, this won’t happen next time”  he cried, “there will be no next time,I regret, goodbye” that’s all she said as he gawked his life moving away. All her perfect imperfections flickered before him as he got his hands leeching blood while picking up broken pieces of his heart. His voice she never heard, his tears she never saw, her reasons, her silence made him sit hopelessly in the corner with the bleeding tears from his eyes. She was best for him, he always tried to suit her; he taught her to feel special ,she taught him that some people walk into your life to make you realize that your life won’t be the same once they walk away . Their relation never had a name but he always tried to give it a name.

It is fine all it takes open veins, your person is your word it’s just every poem doesn’t have to rhyme. it’s not necessary for a worthy to survive in every story in this he has to die in fire and flash of mindful ways, get away with the drug that her recollections gave him, in the hope that one day she will come again hoping and searching for him to place where it was all started.

its crazy, love is crazier, the breakup is even crazier than it seems worst when your relation had no name