वो है

मैं आग हूँ और आब वो है
बरसात मैं शादाब वो है
वो बस सी जाती है ज़ेहन मैं कभी
मैं नींद हु ओर ख्वाब वो है

लहर हो जैसे नीदिया की मैं हवा से उसमें चलता हूं
वो किनारो से गर बिछाडती है मैं रेत से उसमे मिलता हूँ

मैं आसमान हु परवाज़ वो है
मैं गर नज़्म सा तो साज़ वो है
वो ग़ज़ल से मुझको पढ़ती है
मैं लफ्ज़ हु आवाज़ वो है

मुख़्तसर सी बात पर मैं खिंचा खिंचा से जाता हूं
वो रात है कोई सर्दी की मैं उसे बिता बिता से जाता हूं

नदी सा मैं ओर साहिल वो है
मैं हल हु उसका मुश्किल वो है
मैं रास्ता हु अगर वो राह है
मैं मसफ़त ओर मंज़िल वो है

वो नमाज़ है मेरी सुबह की मैं अदा से उसको करता हु
वो आयात मेरी नवाज़िश की मैं श्लोक से उसको पढता हु

मैं सवाल हु और इजाज़त वो है
मैं इश्क़ हु ओर चाहत वो है
वो अज़ान सी सूफी है
मैं जो झुकूं तो इबादत वो है

वो उर्दू मेरी काफिये सी मैं शेर से उसको लिखता हूं
वो कोरे कागज़ सी गर पाक है मैं स्याही से उसमे दिखता हु

मैं इख्लास हु तो हयात वो है
मैं बात हु जस्बात वो है
चाह है कोई गर खुदा की
ज़रिया मैं मियाद वो है

वो दराखत सी रहती है वही मैं परिंदे से उसे तलाशता हु
वो किस्से से मुझको कहती है उसके लम्हो की दास्तान हु

ईमान मैं हु तो फ़र्ज़ वो है
मैं आज़ाद से ओर कर्ज़ वो है
घुल सी जाती है शराबों सी
मैं जीस्त हु ओर तर्ज़ वो है

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darkness and the lights and the stars

when you’re stuck in the ocean and pop up the question
who’s gonna take you out of the misery
when you just wanna see on, I promise I’ll be one
and be everything you want me to be
take it out what you thinking and it keeps you blinking
and lost in your own mystery
when you feel you are sinking and you mess up the linking
I’ll make you believe in chivalry
and I’m gonna be your heal and be your zeal
bring your emotion if you just can’t feel
like I told you I will hold you, and take you away from where you are
through the darkness and the lights and the stars

when you afraid of the heights and you can’t take the flight
you know I’ll take you higher
when you search for the light, I will make it all right
I promise I will fill desire
when your nights full of pain, your days of the same
and you are trapped inside some wires
when you burning in the pain when you wait for the rain
I will walk you through flames and fire
see you can count on me, I’ll make you go free
just tell me the lock I will bring you the key
like I told you I will hold you, in the peace and
also when your mind is in a war
through the darkness and the lights and the stars

when it’s not as per the fate and you lost all you had
I will do everything that it takes
sorry if don’t be that great, not as per I said
I will learn from my mistakes
if I screwed up the feel and broke up the keel
I will search again I will go back
ok here’s the deal, I promise I’ll be real
take my words I will never fake
so take your time, find your name in my rhyme
I will be there for you like always I’m
like I told you I will hold you, to fill your dream
and even when they are too bizarre
through the darkness and the lights and the stars

Where is your god?

By crying you do not avoid any misfortune, you have cried to all gods in the world, has misery ceased? You cry to 60 million gods and still die like dogs. Where are these gods? The gods come to help you when you have succeeded. So what is the use? Die game…….this selling you to your own mind does not benefit
Where is your god? So, this God thing is little intricate. But what matters most is your trust, your belief. God lives on your existence if you believe he exists he exists, if you don’t he was never there. you see it is fine to say he exists because of you, so think again who is the reason for your existence, if he is the reason for your existence, who’s responsible for his? Who is the creator? If you believe that he made you, you made him parallel. But where he was before your belief and your faith and where he will be if you didn’t have that thing called belief. So, where is your god?
What if you look up to your God and say he is your creator? What if he looks down on you and says the same? Apparently, God feeds on your faith and lives in your mind, so again the question arises where he was before you? Did he exist before your existence? If he did, were you there or you believe the stories told by the people who themselves believe the stories? If he didn’t, so where is the start? Where is your god?
You believe the era you haven’t seen, listen to something that other humans like you think that you should believe, but what is your faith where is your god? It’s always a war between myths and mythologies, denial and acceptance, good and bad, lies and truth, regions and races. But whatsoever ‘you’ believe is the truth or at least it’s your truth. A lot of gods and a lot of followers but only your god is right. Then why you need divisions for ? for what you need religion for? It’s all game of volume and one with the most followers win.
many of the sects believe that in order to preach good thing which may be beneficial to many, there is no harm in telling an untruth if that helps such preaching, or in other words, the end justifies the means
You pray you beg, you try every stage of the bargain so that you get yourself what you need so that you don’t have to do that what it is needed to get yourself what you need. Often in life we go through laziness and cowardice we give up the battle and try to hypnotize our minds into the belief that we are brave, but does that helps? Does your god come? So where is he, where is your god? You see, you beg in front of God to give you strength, but you always have it, you just fail to notice it. So god is just a made up glass that makes you see the thing you don’t see and to fool yourself that there is someone who got you your strength that you were missing without noticing that someone’s you, it’s always you.

Remember when you were a kid you heard a story about a thirsty crow who found a bottle with the water but the water in the bottle was too shallow for him to reach so he collected the pebbles and put them in the bottle to get the water up. In this scenario consider yourself as the crow, the bottle is your mind, the water is the god trapped inside and the pebbles are your strength. You see pebbles were always there but you never notice them until you actually need them, your thirst makes to seek for the god inside your mind and to get that god, you bring up your strength. So it goes like your thirst or your need makes you seek your God and your god makes you see your strength; you pray so that you can collect your strength that was always their but scattered, to fill your appetite. But it wasn’t water that made that crow bring up the pebbles, it was his thirst. God is just a thing in between your thirst and your strength; he just helps you to bring up what’s already yours. water was always there, and will be again after you’re gone, so do your really need water to collect pebbles? God will always be there, maybe he was before you, maybe he will be after everything is over and so will your strength. So is it your strength, your thirst, your soul, your need, your ghost, your phantom, who is your God? Where is your God? Overall god is a matter and as the matter of fact you are your god.

Are you lost?

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Are you lost? you ramble around, away from the world, where have you been? you found yourself somewhere before? you travel the world looking for the piece of your soul, something to complete you, going to the places no one’s ever been, searching for the spot you never been, you lose yourself and find what you were meant to be. So, are you lost? if you are lost, where did you find yourself before?
You look up to the sky showering the love that you never got, you look at the roads giving you the money you never had, those stars to guide you home, some things you never get. You meet new entity, the new land that makes you think that you belong there, you meet new essence of the petrichor, you meet yourself, you find the part of you that you never knew was missing. So, are you lost? or you are just too much into the fake happiness that you created, living in the world that they created and searching for the place that doesn’t even exists.
Not all who wander are lost, not all who are lost wander, the reason why some of them never find their real self. You get so used to your mask that you forget what skin is beneath it, what you are beneath that skin and deeper. The fact is we are too afraid to take off our masks in front of the people we don’t know to get the thing we never wanted in the first place. So, if you take off the mask at some place, some point where only you know, no one cares who you really are, are you lost?
There comes a time when you need to get away with yourself and look up to your dreams that you always saw, choices that you always wanted to make, steps that you wanted to take but you are too afraid, too afraid to get lost, too afraid that you can’t even see what you really are and what you have become, too afraid to look back to yourself and feel sorry for the promises that you’ve broken, just because you were too afraid. You want to go to the places without foundations, no strings, no boundaries but you can’t because you are afraid to get lost, but have you found yourself in the first place?
The World is big, your dreams are bigger and your desire is the biggest, but you always keep your fear in front of all. What you gonna do when this all ends up, Going back again making all those fake promises while you were still waiting for that ‘someday’? someday that never comes and keeps you in the hallucinations that you will get what you want, you will receive what you deserve just wait for it, good things come to people who wait and that wait takes forever to let you meet yourself. So get lost without even knowing your destination, find yourself in the middle of the nowhere and in the middle of the nowhere you’ll find yourself and ask, are you really lost?

f*ck equality

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it’s a complicated world we live in and with all the complex thought and mixed up mindset, we established different definitions for equality messed up in all our mixed up minds. But do you really think that the world needs EQUALITY that we think it is? Equality is a good concept but only till it is about positions and not about places. In any field of classification, if equality means assuming everybody as same is not fine it never was, We are humans and sorting out things is the concept that we developed and accepted over time. Make everybody same at one aspect and we will find other criteria to differentiate

Just think about the gender concept it is the most common debate going on for years. The two primary genders not subclassified, are debating over the messed up concept of equality. Over years we have been fighting, forcing and asking for one specific gender to act like another, be like another, have rights like another so that the both genders can be placed at a single place. But by doing this do you think that equality can be obtained?  by taking these steps, are we fighting in the right direction and by doing all these we will make everybody equal? Asking someone to be like another directly says that the another one’s better, so again are we really fighting for equality? It makes you kill your real self to be like another and obtain so-called equality.

 

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We have been taught that “don’t hit her because she’s a girl” , “Be nice to them because they are of different race” “we are all same” but that’s wrong, we should tell that ” don’t hit her if she doesn’t deserve to get hit because you are a human”, “be nice to all, not because everybody’s same, but because you should be same to everybody” saying everybody is same is never right .Whether it is gender, race or place we are not same we should stop teaching our kids that everybody is same because that’s wrong, we are not same. Instead, we should teach them that we are all different and there’s nothing wrong in that, it’s completely fine if anybody’s different from you. You and I we are not same not even biologically, not biologically therefore not physically nor mentally. We were born up in different situations, bought up in different conditions. Maybe my cons were your pros; places, where you lacked, were my advantages….maybe, hence I can’t demand to be at your place. I don’t want You and me to be at the same place but I want You and me to be at equal positions at our own different places. The definition that we have given to the world lacks somewhere, everybody in this shouldn’t be same but should have equal rights, equality and rights to choose and do whatever you want, equality of right to deny when asked to be like someone else and equality of bringing up equal efforts to make this world a better place.

Soul sister

Hey soul sister, do you take my words, I will evermore be there for you better or worse

hey soul sister it’s just the start just wait for verse, whatever happens, im gonna put you first

and if you want me, I’m gonna write those songs for you

doesn’t matters if it takes so long for you

I will be waiting there with the love so strong for you

I’m gonna make it right whatever is wrong with you

But if you ever ask me please how I’ll be doing this. Hey, I’m gonna say

like I told you I will hold you

through the darkness and light so bright that you can’t even see

through the good and the bad and the ugly

 

Hey soul sister, don’t you worry about fights , to guide you home I will be your light

, hey soul sister, dont be afraid of the heights , take my hand  I will make it all right

and if you want me I’m gonna kiss away your pain for you

be your sunshine in the rain for you

doing it to-and-fro all again for you

all my life gonna do same for you

But if you ever ask me please how I’ll be doing this. Hey, i’m gonna say

like i told you from the start, I’ll never set you apart

and be the one, whatever you want me to be

through the good and the bad and the ugly

 

Hey soul sister, I will travel a thousand mile, do everything just to see you smile

hey soul sister, even if you call me a rile, I’ll catch your sadness within

and if you want me I’m gonna

walk through the fire for you

do everything to achieve every desire for you

If you feel low gonna take the world higher for you

make pure every aspire for you

But if you ever ask me, please how I’ll be doing this. Hey, i’m gonna say

till the horizon i will be your poison

till the time and after you and me

through the good and the bad and the ugly