Where is your god?

By crying you do not avoid any misfortune, you have cried to all gods in the world, has misery ceased? You cry to 60 million gods and still die like dogs. Where are these gods? The gods come to help you when you have succeeded. So what is the use? Die game…….this selling you to your own mind does not benefit
Where is your god? So, this God thing is little intricate. But what matters most is your trust, your belief. God lives on your existence if you believe he exists he exists, if you don’t he was never there. you see it is fine to say he exists because of you, so think again who is the reason for your existence, if he is the reason for your existence, who’s responsible for his? Who is the creator? If you believe that he made you, you made him parallel. But where he was before your belief and your faith and where he will be if you didn’t have that thing called belief. So, where is your god?
What if you look up to your God and say he is your creator? What if he looks down on you and says the same? Apparently, God feeds on your faith and lives in your mind, so again the question arises where he was before you? Did he exist before your existence? If he did, were you there or you believe the stories told by the people who themselves believe the stories? If he didn’t, so where is the start? Where is your god?
You believe the era you haven’t seen, listen to something that other humans like you think that you should believe, but what is your faith where is your god? It’s always a war between myths and mythologies, denial and acceptance, good and bad, lies and truth, regions and races. But whatsoever ‘you’ believe is the truth or at least it’s your truth. A lot of gods and a lot of followers but only your god is right. Then why you need divisions for ? for what you need religion for? It’s all game of volume and one with the most followers win.
many of the sects believe that in order to preach good thing which may be beneficial to many, there is no harm in telling an untruth if that helps such preaching, or in other words, the end justifies the means
You pray you beg, you try every stage of the bargain so that you get yourself what you need so that you don’t have to do that what it is needed to get yourself what you need. Often in life we go through laziness and cowardice we give up the battle and try to hypnotize our minds into the belief that we are brave, but does that helps? Does your god come? So where is he, where is your god? You see, you beg in front of God to give you strength, but you always have it, you just fail to notice it. So god is just a made up glass that makes you see the thing you don’t see and to fool yourself that there is someone who got you your strength that you were missing without noticing that someone’s you, it’s always you.

Remember when you were a kid you heard a story about a thirsty crow who found a bottle with the water but the water in the bottle was too shallow for him to reach so he collected the pebbles and put them in the bottle to get the water up. In this scenario consider yourself as the crow, the bottle is your mind, the water is the god trapped inside and the pebbles are your strength. You see pebbles were always there but you never notice them until you actually need them, your thirst makes to seek for the god inside your mind and to get that god, you bring up your strength. So it goes like your thirst or your need makes you seek your God and your god makes you see your strength; you pray so that you can collect your strength that was always their but scattered, to fill your appetite. But it wasn’t water that made that crow bring up the pebbles, it was his thirst. God is just a thing in between your thirst and your strength; he just helps you to bring up what’s already yours. water was always there, and will be again after you’re gone, so do your really need water to collect pebbles? God will always be there, maybe he was before you, maybe he will be after everything is over and so will your strength. So is it your strength, your thirst, your soul, your need, your ghost, your phantom, who is your God? Where is your God? Overall god is a matter and as the matter of fact you are your god.

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Things to relate – just friends

Maybe, it’s a crazy word beside it gives you hope it tears down your feel to fall for someone to be happy for small little moments it gives you a reason to love but it takes away your reason to find love.

Maybe you love me maybe you just fake, maybe be we are made for each other, maybe we are solicited to do this forever. One day you use to care one day you don’t, one day I feel like you feel for me too, one day it’s just some worthless little flirting. We live in the world of uncertainties maybe it’s arduous to fall in love maybe it’s the slightest thing but it sucks when you love someone who doesn’t love you back. We are friends, maybe the best ones, but friends. Maybe it’s crazy how I person I didn’t know some times back suddenly tops my chat lists every time, maybe that never happens

Maybe you don’t feel to me like the way I do, Maybe you feel the same but for someone else.Maybe if I wait, or I say you, you’ll prefer me , but again I want to become a priority in your life, not a choice. Maybe should say it to you so it does not get too late, but maybe it’s too early, but what happens if the right time never comes. Maybe this gonna take forever. Those words I never wrote for you, those feel I never shared are broken down on me scrawled all over my heart my poetry …poetry I never wrote sometimes it’s too late. Stuck in my own chaos I always saw a light of hope when I close my eyes, I see you. Do you know how it feels to have a person who can wait for you like forever, who’s gonna be there for you no matter what, who can go through anything just to see a little chance to be with you? even if you do, do you see me there, but it’s fine my feel for you is not a question I don’t look for an answer just a hope that someday you’ll know, someday you’ll see, what you really mean to me.

It’s a messed up life we live in those crazy moments where you don’t know what’s life gonna get you. Maybe you’ll never feel for me, maybe at a certain point you’ll do maybe unknowingly, maybe together, maybe at a sided, maybe forever, maybe temporary, maybe fake,maybe true….maybe too late. Maybe, it’s not a word as crazy as it seems it gives you the possibility, and there’s possibility that keeps us going not the guarantee

broken smiled girl

She’s a girl who drove long eon with her feel-wounded heart

Everything she ever thought was right started to tear her apart

She’s a girl use to cry on Monday morning

Even spend her nights waiting for something

She’s a girl who needed to be hold needed to cry

She’s a girl staring at a picture till her tears go dry

Trying to live her way on I wanted her to burl

She got none else to say on she’s a broken smiled girl

She’s a girl who look in the mirror asks herself

Where’s your god when she’s screaming for help

She is a girl with million happy memories behind

But now burnt in flame of past ashes she can find

She’s a girl finding meaning of her existence

She’s a girl trying hoping looking for her senses

Got dazed by thoughts her mind goes whirl

Immense of fights she fought she’s a broken smiled girl

she’s a girl blubs on her pillow in the dark

she’s a girl with fragile heart with a scar on the mark

she’s a girl believed that some thing will last forever

like love written on the stars or firmly on the feather

she’s a girl lying top of her car looking to the moon

she’s stifling like on a height her she goes swirl

sitting in the corner hating the light she’s a broken smiled girl

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Two cups of coffee

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Sitting in a coffee shop She  was losing her mind over her loneliness . Asking the reason of roaming lone on a empty streets . She asked herself the time she’ll finally be free in somebody’s arms  suddenly she heard him sneeze . Gazing his face .they were looking at at each others eyes , that ten second Stare gave them – a thinking for night long and a poison for life long