broken smiled girl

She’s a girl who drove long eon with her feel-wounded heart

Everything she ever thought was right started to tear her apart

She’s a girl use to cry on Monday morning

Even spend her nights waiting for something

She’s a girl who needed to be hold needed to cry

She’s a girl staring at a picture till her tears go dry

Trying to live her way on I wanted her to burl

She got none else to say on she’s a broken smiled girl

She’s a girl who look in the mirror asks herself

Where’s your god when she’s screaming for help

She is a girl with million happy memories behind

But now burnt in flame of past ashes she can find

She’s a girl finding meaning of her existence

She’s a girl trying hoping looking for her senses

Got dazed by thoughts her mind goes whirl

Immense of fights she fought she’s a broken smiled girl

she’s a girl blubs on her pillow in the dark

she’s a girl with fragile heart with a scar on the mark

she’s a girl believed that some thing will last forever

like love written on the stars or firmly on the feather

she’s a girl lying top of her car looking to the moon

she’s stifling like on a height her she goes swirl

sitting in the corner hating the light she’s a broken smiled girl

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Its too late

If you are reading this it’s too late 
Too late to hold me back 
If you are reading this its too late
Too late to apologize for your mistake 
I dont have a reason to hold on and you dont have the time 
I dont have rite to be cold on and you wont make it fine
Now no more being obsess and crying over your new crush 
Now no more being numb on your not replying and feeling the dush
No more drunk texts on your phone and your scoldings next morning
No more acting like the lovers, finding out it leads to nothing and mourning
Of course i will still love you through out the time but showing no more
Of course i will still hope for you to come back but waiting no more
Of course my beats will raise up when i ll here your name but crying no more
Of course i will feel inside my heart to get back those time your smile but trying no more
Losing you will hurt let you go will hurt even more ,more than anything happened in my life
Somewhere i belong i will go little far , far from your sweet little teasing ,your cute pet names , adorable little strifes 
But,
If you are reading it its too late
Too late to get love jake 
If you are reading it its loo late 
To try and apologise for your mistake
Just some hope and trying begging you on my knees m crying 
So give my high pumping heart beats my slow low warm breathe
Take your smile your memories take your time your space your reveries

Utkarsh sharma

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The letter

When was the last time you thought of me or you erased me from your memory , you still same for me my, lil girl who sent me kisses to start my day texted me every day and night… took my breathe away . still your old text flash me inside my mind force me to read and remember it all again ,my those last message still shine up screaming out …….your non replaying strike over my heart, which still hopes for your reply but deny to hate you …..still loves you for teaching me that is so hard not to feel rejected .
you thought me the meaning of being lonely and thought me that some people come you your life just to make you believe that your life will never be the same without them. Do you ever been so sad that you cant cry anymore that you actually silent ,you not yelling anymore ? I guess not because if you ever felt i would have not been in this misery .you were essential to me the air i breathe and i believed that without you i have no reason to be. 
you used to share your every life event with me what gone so bad that you started hiding the things that were my rite to know, but atleast let me know that the girl i could have died for… disconnected the phone lines for no fucking reason ,so that i can hack my life up for a accurate reason .
these wall shouts at me feels like closing in …..the roof it feel like caving in ,push me under my bearing capacity tells me that you no longer the same person. My phone i think it doesn’t pops up your text that’s why i keep on calling your number but it just keeps on dialing , fix it ……. Fix it for sure it got some problem because you ignoring me is the same as day i dont think about you…. Its impossible .
my friends talk about us but all it dose is breaks me up ,i know you not there for me but my heart he doesn’t believes the fact . i knew the time will come when i have to let you off my arms but it will come so soon and that too in this manner i dint knew. 
You still the most special girl to me more than anything , you were my strength to build me up , a hand to hold me ,the girl i shaded my tears for ……… I’m not writing it to let you know or let you read it i know you dont believe me but that’s the only feel i got , the words they dont finish up no more ,the more they come out as my tears roll down my face . if you ever come back no yelling no scolds no crying over you no more fights i will learn from my mistakes i promise .
Now m tired of chasing i wanna be chased , m tired of crying i want someone to make me smile , m tired of writing pages full of emotional shit i wanna get a single word text message , m tired of trying to let you go i want someone to hold me , m tired of feeling worthless i want someone to make me feel special , m tired of spending crazy nights i wanna get a sweet good night text , m tired of missing things i want you to miss me , m tired of feeling ignored i wanna be adored , m tired of shedding tears i wanna laugh with you , I’m tired of loving i wanna get loved ,

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