वो है

मैं आग हूँ और आब वो है
बरसात मैं शादाब वो है
वो बस सी जाती है ज़ेहन मैं कभी
मैं नींद हु ओर ख्वाब वो है

लहर हो जैसे नीदिया की मैं हवा से उसमें चलता हूं
वो किनारो से गर बिछाडती है मैं रेत से उसमे मिलता हूँ

मैं आसमान हु परवाज़ वो है
मैं गर नज़्म सा तो साज़ वो है
वो ग़ज़ल से मुझको पढ़ती है
मैं लफ्ज़ हु आवाज़ वो है

मुख़्तसर सी बात पर मैं खिंचा खिंचा से जाता हूं
वो रात है कोई सर्दी की मैं उसे बिता बिता से जाता हूं

नदी सा मैं ओर साहिल वो है
मैं हल हु उसका मुश्किल वो है
मैं रास्ता हु अगर वो राह है
मैं मसफ़त ओर मंज़िल वो है

वो नमाज़ है मेरी सुबह की मैं अदा से उसको करता हु
वो आयात मेरी नवाज़िश की मैं श्लोक से उसको पढता हु

मैं सवाल हु और इजाज़त वो है
मैं इश्क़ हु ओर चाहत वो है
वो अज़ान सी सूफी है
मैं जो झुकूं तो इबादत वो है

वो उर्दू मेरी काफिये सी मैं शेर से उसको लिखता हूं
वो कोरे कागज़ सी गर पाक है मैं स्याही से उसमे दिखता हु

मैं इख्लास हु तो हयात वो है
मैं बात हु जस्बात वो है
चाह है कोई गर खुदा की
ज़रिया मैं मियाद वो है

वो दराखत सी रहती है वही मैं परिंदे से उसे तलाशता हु
वो किस्से से मुझको कहती है उसके लम्हो की दास्तान हु

ईमान मैं हु तो फ़र्ज़ वो है
मैं आज़ाद से ओर कर्ज़ वो है
घुल सी जाती है शराबों सी
मैं जीस्त हु ओर तर्ज़ वो है

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darkness and the lights and the stars

when you’re stuck in the ocean and pop up the question
who’s gonna take you out of the misery
when you just wanna see on, I promise I’ll be one
and be everything you want me to be
take it out what you thinking and it keeps you blinking
and lost in your own mystery
when you feel you are sinking and you mess up the linking
I’ll make you believe in chivalry
and I’m gonna be your heal and be your zeal
bring your emotion if you just can’t feel
like I told you I will hold you, and take you away from where you are
through the darkness and the lights and the stars

when you afraid of the heights and you can’t take the flight
you know I’ll take you higher
when you search for the light, I will make it all right
I promise I will fill desire
when your nights full of pain, your days of the same
and you are trapped inside some wires
when you burning in the pain when you wait for the rain
I will walk you through flames and fire
see you can count on me, I’ll make you go free
just tell me the lock I will bring you the key
like I told you I will hold you, in the peace and
also when your mind is in a war
through the darkness and the lights and the stars

when it’s not as per the fate and you lost all you had
I will do everything that it takes
sorry if don’t be that great, not as per I said
I will learn from my mistakes
if I screwed up the feel and broke up the keel
I will search again I will go back
ok here’s the deal, I promise I’ll be real
take my words I will never fake
so take your time, find your name in my rhyme
I will be there for you like always I’m
like I told you I will hold you, to fill your dream
and even when they are too bizarre
through the darkness and the lights and the stars

Things to relate – just friends

Maybe, it’s a crazy word beside it gives you hope it tears down your feel to fall for someone to be happy for small little moments it gives you a reason to love but it takes away your reason to find love.

Maybe you love me maybe you just fake, maybe be we are made for each other, maybe we are solicited to do this forever. One day you use to care one day you don’t, one day I feel like you feel for me too, one day it’s just some worthless little flirting. We live in the world of uncertainties maybe it’s arduous to fall in love maybe it’s the slightest thing but it sucks when you love someone who doesn’t love you back. We are friends, maybe the best ones, but friends. Maybe it’s crazy how I person I didn’t know some times back suddenly tops my chat lists every time, maybe that never happens

Maybe you don’t feel to me like the way I do, Maybe you feel the same but for someone else.Maybe if I wait, or I say you, you’ll prefer me , but again I want to become a priority in your life, not a choice. Maybe should say it to you so it does not get too late, but maybe it’s too early, but what happens if the right time never comes. Maybe this gonna take forever. Those words I never wrote for you, those feel I never shared are broken down on me scrawled all over my heart my poetry …poetry I never wrote sometimes it’s too late. Stuck in my own chaos I always saw a light of hope when I close my eyes, I see you. Do you know how it feels to have a person who can wait for you like forever, who’s gonna be there for you no matter what, who can go through anything just to see a little chance to be with you? even if you do, do you see me there, but it’s fine my feel for you is not a question I don’t look for an answer just a hope that someday you’ll know, someday you’ll see, what you really mean to me.

It’s a messed up life we live in those crazy moments where you don’t know what’s life gonna get you. Maybe you’ll never feel for me, maybe at a certain point you’ll do maybe unknowingly, maybe together, maybe at a sided, maybe forever, maybe temporary, maybe fake,maybe true….maybe too late. Maybe, it’s not a word as crazy as it seems it gives you the possibility, and there’s possibility that keeps us going not the guarantee

Weed for the dreams

taking these two pills, my pupils – expanded. my true feels are grounded

new feels are founded . some few feels are wounded

so view feels , surrounded . some too feels are, bounded

so roll it , lick it, hold it, make a fold, dude . Are you stoned don’t you recall what I told, dude

don’t let it spread just hold, dude. Do it quick don’t growl dude , you old dude

forget, I’m overlooking the old one gonna take a new pain, something to bring me back to sane, whatever you heard can be true man, I feel like I’m drenched its COCAIN, not rain, I’m insane

So smack it, don’t heck, take it ,don’t fake it. It’s gonna be crazier streams

Take a weed for the dreams

 

I was never a type of kid who kept running away  to get the light, although messed up eternally chased up in the fight,

can’t choose between when I’m fucked up I know I’m broken up and what’s its height. just used to wake up in the faith that it will go away and it will be all right

so take my shoe go take a walk you won’t get it what hurts so bad, if you can see, it’s a riot inside from my words and what I said , it’s a fire burning I keep on turning from what I have and what I had, even if I was sitting and seeing myself bleed still I won’t be sad

so take a hand lets pretend life isn’t full of fear, we ain’t tied up in emotions at the end of a tear, whatever you’ve done you’ll get all here, it takes the whole life to die nothing is near

let’s pretend whatever they say is true, you control yourself, your owner is you, you get whatever you love it’s your virtue, it’s funny, let the time come when you have no money, you are not only the new .

so lastly I was trapped in a dome, I was leaving my home, told my dad that I’m grown, I will live all alone, ill go smoke some weed and get stoned, don’t you worry mom I’ll give you a phone, my girl I won’t let you mourn

but the web of lies I told won’t let me be, it won’t let me see, so clearly, smacking one shot isn’t my only USP. Some crazier streams

A weed for the dreams

 

If you guess you know my story, that ruin wild and hoary, no wait I wanna seek my glory, it won’t make me sorry , don’t you worry

they say everyone’s beautiful, but fuck off ‘truth’, you ain’t. what you want from me, to be a saint? no, I’m a sinner maybe for a past I won’t lose I’m a winner, in the course, sand is thinner, but wait to serve me revenge in the dinner.

so put a needle above my elbow it’s my dosage, it’s a gross age, no ways is high on the life, its poison, from the sky to the horizon, causes wrath, more than a meth, but the aftermath, give me a reason, so I can face it alone, all my name on the tears, when  I’m gone

it’s gonna take some time to realign, one day it’s gonna be fine, away from these crazy streams

a weed for the dreams