Things to relate – just friends

Maybe, it’s a crazy word beside it gives you hope it tears down your feel to fall for someone to be happy for small little moments it gives you a reason to love but it takes away your reason to find love.

Maybe you love me maybe you just fake, maybe be we are made for each other, maybe we are solicited to do this forever. One day you use to care one day you don’t, one day I feel like you feel for me too, one day it’s just some worthless little flirting. We live in the world of uncertainties maybe it’s arduous to fall in love maybe it’s the slightest thing but it sucks when you love someone who doesn’t love you back. We are friends, maybe the best ones, but friends. Maybe it’s crazy how I person I didn’t know some times back suddenly tops my chat lists every time, maybe that never happens

Maybe you don’t feel to me like the way I do, Maybe you feel the same but for someone else.Maybe if I wait, or I say you, you’ll prefer me , but again I want to become a priority in your life, not a choice. Maybe should say it to you so it does not get too late, but maybe it’s too early, but what happens if the right time never comes. Maybe this gonna take forever. Those words I never wrote for you, those feel I never shared are broken down on me scrawled all over my heart my poetry …poetry I never wrote sometimes it’s too late. Stuck in my own chaos I always saw a light of hope when I close my eyes, I see you. Do you know how it feels to have a person who can wait for you like forever, who’s gonna be there for you no matter what, who can go through anything just to see a little chance to be with you? even if you do, do you see me there, but it’s fine my feel for you is not a question I don’t look for an answer just a hope that someday you’ll know, someday you’ll see, what you really mean to me.

It’s a messed up life we live in those crazy moments where you don’t know what’s life gonna get you. Maybe you’ll never feel for me, maybe at a certain point you’ll do maybe unknowingly, maybe together, maybe at a sided, maybe forever, maybe temporary, maybe fake,maybe true….maybe too late. Maybe, it’s not a word as crazy as it seems it gives you the possibility, and there’s possibility that keeps us going not the guarantee

Things to relate- Friends

It’s not been a long time that I got in my heart
I remember the first time I saw you, you were lost in thoughts and I was lost in you…. You didn’t know me neither did I, you showed me who am I
I remember your face down on the floor, closing your eyes and I can’t look anymore. I don’t know how a glance of you got you in my veins through my eyes.
I remember the fear of sending you the request in the hope get me, make a place in your life if you let me. That fear, first text and smiling like a lunatic on the replies were so true to take my words , feel how I feel for you…..
I never waited for anything as much as I wait for the new picture of yours and reading and getting jealous of comments of other guys, I was never the same.
I hope you get the words I say, we talk on the phone night till the day you take my breathe away

I‘ve been thinking bout you lately I’ve been a Lil bit psycho Your words they come and get me thinking wherever I go Making cute little thoughts and dreaming of a better tomorrow Take my words I will kiss your stitch and take away your sorrows And every night when you close your eyes, i will make it sure you realise  You are one running back to those few year I never been perfect like I said you, how could I’ve ever been perfect just the reason I never had you Aint nothing got stuck in my head but you keep me smear coz I let you But girl I knew you like a love book a sweet description like I read you

In a nutshell , oh well i can’t say all I want you to stay, whatever I can’t say I write it in my rhyme, but not every time , sometimes it’s so much left to say, if every simple word I wrote for you takes your heart away, I write a song, it won’t take long, don’t ask why just try, to find your name , it’s always the one and same, it’s you in every way,
But its fine take a sign, I don’t wanna stay  this and won’t make you mine,
So pretend we are a couple, together in our time, taking all the trouble, is subtle.
But I know someday, I’ll find a way to say so we can be forever like two birds that flock together till the end
Till then I’ll chain myself to a friend

its crazy

its crazy how a person comes to your life and makes you discern that  how hollow can be your life be without a single person its crazy how you used to wish about never getting apart and as the life happens you hope that you could’ve said how you feel, at least once

its crazy, love is crazier, the breakup is even crazier than it seems worst when your relation had no name

one day she used to care, one day she professed she was afraid and he was constantly searching for the cause. it’s crazy that the one person he used to talk night till the morning  one day suddenly  moves on and only time crossed his mind was before he used to sleep those cuddles, those laughs those words that used to bring the best out of him, those cute little fights that made her quiver because of his care, one day tacked out to be the thing that made her cold.

she never recaptured believing just to move away, he was stopping her from leaving she didn’t even oh heck she wasn’t going to listen anyway. He begged holding her name because holding her hand never seemed right “last time, this won’t happen next time”  he cried, “there will be no next time,I regret, goodbye” that’s all she said as he gawked his life moving away. All her perfect imperfections flickered before him as he got his hands leeching blood while picking up broken pieces of his heart. His voice she never heard, his tears she never saw, her reasons, her silence made him sit hopelessly in the corner with the bleeding tears from his eyes. She was best for him, he always tried to suit her; he taught her to feel special ,she taught him that some people walk into your life to make you realize that your life won’t be the same once they walk away . Their relation never had a name but he always tried to give it a name.

It is fine all it takes open veins, your person is your word it’s just every poem doesn’t have to rhyme. it’s not necessary for a worthy to survive in every story in this he has to die in fire and flash of mindful ways, get away with the drug that her recollections gave him, in the hope that one day she will come again hoping and searching for him to place where it was all started.

its crazy, love is crazier, the breakup is even crazier than it seems worst when your relation had no name

best ones

 

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“Sometimes its too late say , sometimes its never the right time” and he was constantly stuck in between . as the night fell down, sitting in the corner her voice was echoing In his mind, he never knew that cards will flip so bad that it will burn the house down . his pride his ego his ignorance and his selfish ways just pushed her out of his life , she was always there he never saw her , she always said but he never heard , she was always by his side but he never felt. He was wasted , he never imagined her with someone else ….and so he was careless , neither did she …..and so she was sad. You always need to fall to realise that you were flying . she wanted to dance but he never did , she wanted him to say it all but he never did , she wanted him to know what she always felt but he never got her . now she’s dancing with another guy …. She’s feeling special, she’s feeling loved , she’s laughing she’s with some one else and she’s smiling and he’s crying for the same . those words he never wrote for her , those feel he never shared are broken down on him written all over his heart his poetry …poetry he never wrote sometimes its too late . she walked away tears bleeding from his eyes , her shadow holding her back , her voices calling her to move away . she was best for him , he was best for her , they were best but friends .

she gave him the meaning of being lonely and showed him that some people come in your life just to make you believe that your life will never be the same without them. still her old text flash him inside his mind forced him to read and remember it all again ,his last message still shine up screaming, her non replaying strike over his heart,

a guy and a girl can be friends , they can always be friends but at a single point of time they do fall in in love maybe unknowingly , maybe together , maybe at one sided , maybe forever , maybe temporary , maybe fake ,maybe true….maybe too late

 

 

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broken smiled girl

She’s a girl who drove long eon with her feel-wounded heart

Everything she ever thought was right started to tear her apart

She’s a girl use to cry on Monday morning

Even spend her nights waiting for something

She’s a girl who needed to be hold needed to cry

She’s a girl staring at a picture till her tears go dry

Trying to live her way on I wanted her to burl

She got none else to say on she’s a broken smiled girl

She’s a girl who look in the mirror asks herself

Where’s your god when she’s screaming for help

She is a girl with million happy memories behind

But now burnt in flame of past ashes she can find

She’s a girl finding meaning of her existence

She’s a girl trying hoping looking for her senses

Got dazed by thoughts her mind goes whirl

Immense of fights she fought she’s a broken smiled girl

she’s a girl blubs on her pillow in the dark

she’s a girl with fragile heart with a scar on the mark

she’s a girl believed that some thing will last forever

like love written on the stars or firmly on the feather

she’s a girl lying top of her car looking to the moon

she’s stifling like on a height her she goes swirl

sitting in the corner hating the light she’s a broken smiled girl

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Hold you like a fay

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M not apart , from your heart

Yeah told ya from the start

M not away,  from your way

We together that time isn’t far

 

Im out,  from the doubt

You the one m thinking about

All I wanna see,  is you n me

Just lost in the the love you brought

 

Now I need no complication

Can see those variations

All I wanna say

 is I ll hold you like a fay

Hold you like a fay

 

All I wanna do,  all I want is you

I don’t care where we go

Forget  that fear, I m n always be hear

I know you too feel so

 

I got the sign, is to make u mine

Yeah u make me feel so fine

Just neva leave me, don’t tryna decive me

You are my sunshine

 

Your love running through my vain

You are nayr to my rain

All I wanna say

Is I ll hold you like a fay

I ll hold you like a fay 

 

do you think, i cant catch a thing

seeing u i cant take a blink

do you know, so high you make me go

you know my heart beats with yours it got a link

 

im out of mind, you u the one.. i got the sign 

and it keeps on keeps on trying 

cant spend a day, wanchya to stay

thinkin leting u go makes me lil crying 

 

now i dont know cant thing what i have to do 

crazy for you coz i neva met a girl like you 

all i wanna say

Is I ll hold you like a fay

I ll hold you like a fay     

Intoxicated

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Tell me the face of living with each other 
When we cant be together 
Try to come close to you to catch you like a feather 
Wind keep blowing away forever 

keep my hand on freezing snow 
See me hold it watch it go 
Catch my name it every blow 
I ll be der for sure 

Call me your something give a name 
I dont want be treated the same 
Lemme me cross this friendly game 
Hand a sort of cure 

Without everything you do i cant get the feeling that was new and i let it 
You make me intoxicated 

Like to edge of stream 
In front but not together as it seems 
Like you callin for your love yo scream 
I dont wanna stand there like that 

like m half a heart i beg for more 
I can get it but not so sure 
I stuck my eyes to the door 
And the world watch me wait 

I look at the blue sky keep on staring dunno why and it let me waited 
You make me intoxicated 

And i ll be yours u ll be mine 
We dont wanna be like else we will be fine 
M lil lost without you take a sign 
And try it down the way 

Call me rile a troublemaker 
I ll you mine my breathe taker 
U really my heart beat maker 
I dunno how to say 

i search out and try everyday you really look like a fay and you don’t come i hate it 
You make me intoxicated