Things to relate – last goodbye 

One last time before I go I wanna let you know that If you’re reading it is too late, too late to save  love, no religion that could’ve save me so for one last time read my words because you won’t see them again just to tell you that

I’m sorry  that I troubled with you my obsession

I’m sorry that I couldn’t control my tears when I saw you with spending time with your friends and not with me instead

I’m sorry that I waited like a fucking moron when you didn’t replied my messages or calls and acted like a lunatic when I got a single sign of yours 

I’m sorry cause I know it will never be the same still I kept on trying

I’m sorry that I called you when I was dead drunk and you were the only one I remembered 

I’m sorry that I sent you  dozens of texts messages when I know you don’t care anymore 

I’m sorry that I wrote those lots of words for you when I was missing you so much that it nearly killed me 

I’m sorry because I keep running to you because you the only one I can call mine , though I know I’m not the one you care about 

I’m sorry that I hope that someday you’ll realize my pain and come back holding me stopping me from leaving 

I’m sorry that I saw my future with you growing old and then dying with you but it won’t happen again 

I’m sorry because I love you 

But I  won’t repeat  again it won’t happen from now you won’t find me drunk texting you in the middle of a night, you won’t read my words calling you back , 

My mom, she’s not gonna find my eyes red and worry, ain’t gonna pretend to believe that I wasnt crying those sleepless night . Dad’s ain’t gonna worry about why I’ve been writing up those sad stuff and try to smile when everyone’s around

It wont happen anymore no more avoidance of sad songs no more feeling a little heart break when my friends gonna call your name . No more losing my heart on your smile. I’ve been bad I know that and got what I deserve it’s not necessary for me to survive in every tale , sometimes that’s all it takes to be free and free you

Life isn’t a movie you don’t get what you wish for , love doesn’t conqueres all. Fear that is something stops you for getting something new…. fear of opportunities , fear of love , fear of letting someone go never let’s you overcome yourself. Yours

 love or whatever it was it still flashes scares me one that i fear of, it suffocates me you fucking hate me and I can’t change it. Sometimes it’s better to choke yourself then letting someone else do it for you. I waited ….a lot…I was on my knees and pleading , with the wrist bleeding but you don’t even listen so fuck it , it stops me from breathing . 

I hoped for you to get me to make everything right again but it’s too late , I got what was meant but please, I don’t deserve to be forgotten, it is the hope that kept me going no surety but I’m left with none but only one I want that dont forget me completely , think of me when I’m gone but dont if you don’t want to….. just be happy as you are , I know you won’t cry you already did a lot of it and i already did a lot of me . But just promise me that you will think of me every time you hear the word love , everytime you look up.in the sky , everytime you see my name, my word. I gave you all just take my words along the last one I wanna give it to you, they will be there for you with you in the places and situation I could never be , they will always be there for you I won’t . So until I can bear this place I will love you 

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Things to relate- Friends

It’s not been a long time that I got in my heart
I remember the first time I saw you, you were lost in thoughts and I was lost in you…. You didn’t know me neither did I, you showed me who am I
I remember your face down on the floor, closing your eyes and I can’t look anymore. I don’t know how a glance of you got you in my veins through my eyes.
I remember the fear of sending you the request in the hope get me, make a place in your life if you let me. That fear, first text and smiling like a lunatic on the replies were so true to take my words , feel how I feel for you…..
I never waited for anything as much as I wait for the new picture of yours and reading and getting jealous of comments of other guys, I was never the same.
I hope you get the words I say, we talk on the phone night till the day you take my breathe away

I‘ve been thinking bout you lately I’ve been a Lil bit psycho Your words they come and get me thinking wherever I go Making cute little thoughts and dreaming of a better tomorrow Take my words I will kiss your stitch and take away your sorrows And every night when you close your eyes, i will make it sure you realise  You are one running back to those few year I never been perfect like I said you, how could I’ve ever been perfect just the reason I never had you Aint nothing got stuck in my head but you keep me smear coz I let you But girl I knew you like a love book a sweet description like I read you

In a nutshell , oh well i can’t say all I want you to stay, whatever I can’t say I write it in my rhyme, but not every time , sometimes it’s so much left to say, if every simple word I wrote for you takes your heart away, I write a song, it won’t take long, don’t ask why just try, to find your name , it’s always the one and same, it’s you in every way,
But its fine take a sign, I don’t wanna stay  this and won’t make you mine,
So pretend we are a couple, together in our time, taking all the trouble, is subtle.
But I know someday, I’ll find a way to say so we can be forever like two birds that flock together till the end
Till then I’ll chain myself to a friend

Things to relate- crush

love is easy, falling in love is easier, crush is the easiest. Having a crush takes you to back in the childhood where you feel about even small stuff.

It’s absurd how a single person changes your life in a flash and gives you the reason to wake up every day. No commitments no names for the feel, no promises but you still feel like giving up the world for them, Getting up in the morning checking lots of different applications for the same profile takes you out the misery of the chaos and the loneliness.
Sitting in a coffee shop She was losing her mind over her loneliness . Asking the reason of wandering alone on empty streets . She asked herself the time she’ll finally be free in somebody’s arms swiftly she heard him sigh . Eyeing his face .they were looking at each other’s eyes , that ten second Gawk gave them – a thinking for night long and a poison for life long. those two cups of coffee, that two table, those two hearts, and one feel gave them dreams for nights and hope for days.

A smile of her gave him the essence of his days checking out her photographs, her eyes that shined bright in the light got his heart pounded little faster than it used to be. Reading out her comments and synergy from the guys made him feel little skeptical the feel that he never had.

She started accepting that the love and fate walked in from the same door, those long nights and longer chats attached the pieces of her shattered heart in past that she don’t even retrieve. It wasn’t like, that he was most important person in the world its just she didn’t care if he wasn’t, he became important to her in her own tiny world

The fact is it’s never easy, everything’s hard ,moving on is hard, falling is harder getting damaged is more, everybody’s gonna hurt you if you fall you just have to find out who’s gonna pick you when you fall and who’ll never let you down

those two cups of coffee, that two table, those two hearts, and one feel gave them dreams for nights and hope for days.

love is easy, falling in love is easier, crush is the easiest

broken pieces

I got something, something that I can’t hideI got something, something that I can’t hideSo if I’m in the darkness, darkness you bring the lightAll that I know is, I know it’s worth a fight If you ever need me, ever need me by my sideI will be like the story says, forever and always But I don’t wanna come between you and your manAnd if you ask me I can say I can Hold you whenever you feel low, in hope that someday you will know Get to your wishes fix your broken pieces When I was holding your shoulder, in the night that was little colder Get to your wishes fix your broken pieces
You know that we are, we are one of kind Its gonna take some, some time to re-align You never get off; you never get out of my mindWhen you feel lost then, then I will come and findI will be like the story says, forever and always But I done wanna come between you and your man And In the hope that you will understand Love you more that he can do, believe me, I say true With your love and your kisses fix your broken pieces Hug you in your right place, you get you out of maze With your love and your kisses fix your broken pieces

Picture in my heart

Do you my girl what in wanna say I just want to hold you close but  you thousands mile away , but that’s fine , I know that you mine , you have the sign
Do you know my girl distance doesn’t matter , few more years you’ll be out of there and we will be together ,you know what, like I thought , you’re all that I’ve got
And you see that I’m thinking of you
Do you believe? I’m saying for true
I just never wanna be apart
Till then I’m hold your picture I’m my heart

Do you know my girl I do even miss talking you and when you are not around I spend my time stalking you
Hey there my girl don’t you worry about your smile, if my single word I say to you it shivers you for while , I’ll write a rhyme , that’s our time
And do you see we will be together you hear voice
The time will revolve around us and it will paralyze
As I told you from the start
Till then I’m hold your picture I’m my heart

Do you know my girl what our fate will arrange when we will be together our world will change
Do you know my girl some crazy shits I do , I spend my lots of hours talking to moon hoping you are doing too, I don’t know why , at least we are under same sky
And when the time will come you will see
I’m gonna grab your hand and kiss you slowly
Hold you close and you will be my part
Till then I’m hold your picture I’m my heart

Sounds like a melody

She pulls me up , when m feeling down
My heart is calling , i hear a sound
When i think about her, intoxicated
Don’t know long , how long I’ve waited
So come smile that beautiful for those little time
When i write you my words and you are my rhyme
And when we do it together our sweet little crimes
And when you find you name in my words and hear it chime
I’m chained up you should take a blame
It sounds like a melody when you call my name
You be my remedy , when you call.my name
Im out of insanity , when you call my name
It sounds like a melody

Remember those cute , little a fight
And when we talk from morning till night
When you keep calling , i say it true
I know you miss me and i miss you too

So come read my words are you feeling the rush
When I call you names and you hide and you blush
When you mourning all night and I make you hush
I never felt that thing i think it is crush
And when you call to say that  you miss me or show the same
I sounds like a melody when you call my name
You be the clarity when you call.my name
I dont want go back being back at me , when you call my name
It sounds like a melody

more than this

looking that time i see drinks of summer

dancing our hearts of girls on tremor

long rides on the bike and dream of hummer

you grooving on the air guitar and i was drummer

you been working out and your wait look slimmer

you got same dress on but you look killer

i go all down but you my beat filler

i try keep going away but you my heart stealer

 

but I won’t be the one you hold you in the dark

when you go drunk and you are falling apart

i won’t be the one hold you and kiss

i can love you more than this

 

i know you see me when you feeling down

thinking about me when you all alone

you dont need to say dont make a sound

though you wont say but i will be around

if you go lost out girl i will find

the type of guy you want i’ll be one of kind

dont you worry about your pas leave  it behind

and believe me girl you keep running on my mind

 

but i wont be the one to say you words

the one to cheer you up and sing the verse

i just wont give you things that you wish

i can love you more than this

 

when you go in the deep and you hold my hand

when you drunk text me that we more than friends

but the next morning you just pretend

im sure you check your words that you send ‘

but you dont need to confess what you said

you been always the best i ever had

you dont know the story i create to make you glad

but i know you remember they dont fade

 

but I won’t be the one with those cute little fights

and in the end who holds you tight

i just wont be the one to do things that you miss

i can love you more than this