broken smiled girl

She’s a girl who drove long eon with her feel-wounded heart

Everything she ever thought was right started to tear her apart

She’s a girl use to cry on Monday morning

Even spend her nights waiting for something

She’s a girl who needed to be hold needed to cry

She’s a girl staring at a picture till her tears go dry

Trying to live her way on I wanted her to burl

She got none else to say on she’s a broken smiled girl

She’s a girl who look in the mirror asks herself

Where’s your god when she’s screaming for help

She is a girl with million happy memories behind

But now burnt in flame of past ashes she can find

She’s a girl finding meaning of her existence

She’s a girl trying hoping looking for her senses

Got dazed by thoughts her mind goes whirl

Immense of fights she fought she’s a broken smiled girl

she’s a girl blubs on her pillow in the dark

she’s a girl with fragile heart with a scar on the mark

she’s a girl believed that some thing will last forever

like love written on the stars or firmly on the feather

she’s a girl lying top of her car looking to the moon

she’s stifling like on a height her she goes swirl

sitting in the corner hating the light she’s a broken smiled girl

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Intoxicated

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Tell me the face of living with each other 
When we cant be together 
Try to come close to you to catch you like a feather 
Wind keep blowing away forever 

keep my hand on freezing snow 
See me hold it watch it go 
Catch my name it every blow 
I ll be der for sure 

Call me your something give a name 
I dont want be treated the same 
Lemme me cross this friendly game 
Hand a sort of cure 

Without everything you do i cant get the feeling that was new and i let it 
You make me intoxicated 

Like to edge of stream 
In front but not together as it seems 
Like you callin for your love yo scream 
I dont wanna stand there like that 

like m half a heart i beg for more 
I can get it but not so sure 
I stuck my eyes to the door 
And the world watch me wait 

I look at the blue sky keep on staring dunno why and it let me waited 
You make me intoxicated 

And i ll be yours u ll be mine 
We dont wanna be like else we will be fine 
M lil lost without you take a sign 
And try it down the way 

Call me rile a troublemaker 
I ll you mine my breathe taker 
U really my heart beat maker 
I dunno how to say 

i search out and try everyday you really look like a fay and you don’t come i hate it 
You make me intoxicated

Back in time

Let’s go back in time

When I was your word n you were my rhyme

 

The time when we were close enough

The time when I had a reason you had moments, the time that wasn’t so rough

 

It’s still flashing in front in a disguise through my veins to my eyes

 

The time where I had a pain n you felt the same

The time where I needed someone when my heart got maim

 

Let’s go back that place

 

Where all you cared about was me

Where you used to text me all night long when you missed and wanted to see

 

M in a boulevard walking on eon putting my hands on heart tapping on my phone

 

The place where I saw my paradise with your hand in mine

The place where I decided my being, you the only one made me fine

 

 Unlike moments we live today the feel changers

You act like you care the same but us more like known strangers

 

You don’t get what I’m thinking what I feel inside

You don’t search me no more but I still hide

 

On a hope that you will find me again love me the same like how I was n how I’m

Till then let’s go back in time