Things to relate- Friends

It’s not been a long time that I got in my heart
I remember the first time I saw you, you were lost in thoughts and I was lost in you…. You didn’t know me neither did I, you showed me who am I
I remember your face down on the floor, closing your eyes and I can’t look anymore. I don’t know how a glance of you got you in my veins through my eyes.
I remember the fear of sending you the request in the hope get me, make a place in your life if you let me. That fear, first text and smiling like a lunatic on the replies were so true to take my words , feel how I feel for you…..
I never waited for anything as much as I wait for the new picture of yours and reading and getting jealous of comments of other guys, I was never the same.
I hope you get the words I say, we talk on the phone night till the day you take my breathe away

I‘ve been thinking bout you lately I’ve been a Lil bit psycho Your words they come and get me thinking wherever I go Making cute little thoughts and dreaming of a better tomorrow Take my words I will kiss your stitch and take away your sorrows And every night when you close your eyes, i will make it sure you realise  You are one running back to those few year I never been perfect like I said you, how could I’ve ever been perfect just the reason I never had you Aint nothing got stuck in my head but you keep me smear coz I let you But girl I knew you like a love book a sweet description like I read you

In a nutshell , oh well i can’t say all I want you to stay, whatever I can’t say I write it in my rhyme, but not every time , sometimes it’s so much left to say, if every simple word I wrote for you takes your heart away, I write a song, it won’t take long, don’t ask why just try, to find your name , it’s always the one and same, it’s you in every way,
But its fine take a sign, I don’t wanna stay  this and won’t make you mine,
So pretend we are a couple, together in our time, taking all the trouble, is subtle.
But I know someday, I’ll find a way to say so we can be forever like two birds that flock together till the end
Till then I’ll chain myself to a friend

Things to relate- crush

love is easy, falling in love is easier, crush is the easiest. Having a crush takes you to back in the childhood where you feel about even small stuff.

It’s absurd how a single person changes your life in a flash and gives you the reason to wake up every day. No commitments no names for the feel, no promises but you still feel like giving up the world for them, Getting up in the morning checking lots of different applications for the same profile takes you out the misery of the chaos and the loneliness.
Sitting in a coffee shop She was losing her mind over her loneliness . Asking the reason of wandering alone on empty streets . She asked herself the time she’ll finally be free in somebody’s arms swiftly she heard him sigh . Eyeing his face .they were looking at each other’s eyes , that ten second Gawk gave them – a thinking for night long and a poison for life long. those two cups of coffee, that two table, those two hearts, and one feel gave them dreams for nights and hope for days.

A smile of her gave him the essence of his days checking out her photographs, her eyes that shined bright in the light got his heart pounded little faster than it used to be. Reading out her comments and synergy from the guys made him feel little skeptical the feel that he never had.

She started accepting that the love and fate walked in from the same door, those long nights and longer chats attached the pieces of her shattered heart in past that she don’t even retrieve. It wasn’t like, that he was most important person in the world its just she didn’t care if he wasn’t, he became important to her in her own tiny world

The fact is it’s never easy, everything’s hard ,moving on is hard, falling is harder getting damaged is more, everybody’s gonna hurt you if you fall you just have to find out who’s gonna pick you when you fall and who’ll never let you down

those two cups of coffee, that two table, those two hearts, and one feel gave them dreams for nights and hope for days.

love is easy, falling in love is easier, crush is the easiest

its crazy

its crazy how a person comes to your life and makes you discern that  how hollow can be your life be without a single person its crazy how you used to wish about never getting apart and as the life happens you hope that you could’ve said how you feel, at least once

its crazy, love is crazier, the breakup is even crazier than it seems worst when your relation had no name

one day she used to care, one day she professed she was afraid and he was constantly searching for the cause. it’s crazy that the one person he used to talk night till the morning  one day suddenly  moves on and only time crossed his mind was before he used to sleep those cuddles, those laughs those words that used to bring the best out of him, those cute little fights that made her quiver because of his care, one day tacked out to be the thing that made her cold.

she never recaptured believing just to move away, he was stopping her from leaving she didn’t even oh heck she wasn’t going to listen anyway. He begged holding her name because holding her hand never seemed right “last time, this won’t happen next time”  he cried, “there will be no next time,I regret, goodbye” that’s all she said as he gawked his life moving away. All her perfect imperfections flickered before him as he got his hands leeching blood while picking up broken pieces of his heart. His voice she never heard, his tears she never saw, her reasons, her silence made him sit hopelessly in the corner with the bleeding tears from his eyes. She was best for him, he always tried to suit her; he taught her to feel special ,she taught him that some people walk into your life to make you realize that your life won’t be the same once they walk away . Their relation never had a name but he always tried to give it a name.

It is fine all it takes open veins, your person is your word it’s just every poem doesn’t have to rhyme. it’s not necessary for a worthy to survive in every story in this he has to die in fire and flash of mindful ways, get away with the drug that her recollections gave him, in the hope that one day she will come again hoping and searching for him to place where it was all started.

its crazy, love is crazier, the breakup is even crazier than it seems worst when your relation had no name

broken smiled girl

She’s a girl who drove long eon with her feel-wounded heart

Everything she ever thought was right started to tear her apart

She’s a girl use to cry on Monday morning

Even spend her nights waiting for something

She’s a girl who needed to be hold needed to cry

She’s a girl staring at a picture till her tears go dry

Trying to live her way on I wanted her to burl

She got none else to say on she’s a broken smiled girl

She’s a girl who look in the mirror asks herself

Where’s your god when she’s screaming for help

She is a girl with million happy memories behind

But now burnt in flame of past ashes she can find

She’s a girl finding meaning of her existence

She’s a girl trying hoping looking for her senses

Got dazed by thoughts her mind goes whirl

Immense of fights she fought she’s a broken smiled girl

she’s a girl blubs on her pillow in the dark

she’s a girl with fragile heart with a scar on the mark

she’s a girl believed that some thing will last forever

like love written on the stars or firmly on the feather

she’s a girl lying top of her car looking to the moon

she’s stifling like on a height her she goes swirl

sitting in the corner hating the light she’s a broken smiled girl

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Hold you like a fay

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M not apart , from your heart

Yeah told ya from the start

M not away,  from your way

We together that time isn’t far

 

Im out,  from the doubt

You the one m thinking about

All I wanna see,  is you n me

Just lost in the the love you brought

 

Now I need no complication

Can see those variations

All I wanna say

 is I ll hold you like a fay

Hold you like a fay

 

All I wanna do,  all I want is you

I don’t care where we go

Forget  that fear, I m n always be hear

I know you too feel so

 

I got the sign, is to make u mine

Yeah u make me feel so fine

Just neva leave me, don’t tryna decive me

You are my sunshine

 

Your love running through my vain

You are nayr to my rain

All I wanna say

Is I ll hold you like a fay

I ll hold you like a fay 

 

do you think, i cant catch a thing

seeing u i cant take a blink

do you know, so high you make me go

you know my heart beats with yours it got a link

 

im out of mind, you u the one.. i got the sign 

and it keeps on keeps on trying 

cant spend a day, wanchya to stay

thinkin leting u go makes me lil crying 

 

now i dont know cant thing what i have to do 

crazy for you coz i neva met a girl like you 

all i wanna say

Is I ll hold you like a fay

I ll hold you like a fay     

Kiss me

Take my hand , baby take my hand without you m just so lone
Dont pretend , baby dont pretend i see you type right to my phone
I change my lane to take your way as i always tell you bae 
I want you close
I just cant figure out what you do, to my lose my breathe m telling you 
Dont listen to those .
our friends talk bout us every day dont matters what they say 
, as i told you i will hold you, 
And when my time comes you hold me and kiss me ,baby 

Dont go away , dont go away we gonna take the walks to the miles .
Morning ray , you my morning ray you light my world as you smile 
Close your eyes what you see , that somebody , somebody’s me 
Baby i dont lie
Move long way take my hand , take a rest on grassy land 
Look to the sky 
Pull you close and grab your waist , put your head up on my chest 
Touch each others finger tips , touch my skin and feel my lips 
And when you look my eyes feel heat , and kiss me,baby

Back in time

Let’s go back in time

When I was your word n you were my rhyme

 

The time when we were close enough

The time when I had a reason you had moments, the time that wasn’t so rough

 

It’s still flashing in front in a disguise through my veins to my eyes

 

The time where I had a pain n you felt the same

The time where I needed someone when my heart got maim

 

Let’s go back that place

 

Where all you cared about was me

Where you used to text me all night long when you missed and wanted to see

 

M in a boulevard walking on eon putting my hands on heart tapping on my phone

 

The place where I saw my paradise with your hand in mine

The place where I decided my being, you the only one made me fine

 

 Unlike moments we live today the feel changers

You act like you care the same but us more like known strangers

 

You don’t get what I’m thinking what I feel inside

You don’t search me no more but I still hide

 

On a hope that you will find me again love me the same like how I was n how I’m

Till then let’s go back in time